Androphilia all the way
androphiliaa… yep.
that is one handsome man.
I remember having a insane crush on him when I was a kid. I was like…. 11? One of my few guy crushes. He’s just way too cute.
…if I’m going to feel anything anymore. Seriously, I’m like the happiest person but in romantic things I’m a total dead body. I have some little crushes on people but if I find out they’re seeing someone else I feel nothing. I’m like “well, fine, awesome”!
Just to set an example: There’s two people that I’ve been crushing on a bit, R and M. So, we’ve been exchanging looks with R and M seems to be kinda happy around me. Then, they hook up in a party (okay I’ve got to admit it wasn’t too unpleasant to watch that happen) and I’m all okay, not feeling even the slightest of sadness.
Plus I’m casually seeing someone and they’re great and all, but I feel like if they were to say that they’re going to be with someone else it would be okay for me.
I guess this has been going on ever since I lost the one person that I was REALLY, REALLY into. Maybe I’m just waiting for that feeling again.









